Poet, ballerina, spiritual seeker

img_9990

A bleak poem from my 8 year old self 💀

When I look back at who I was as a child, I laugh. I mean, I was so many things! I was a poet, a sorcerer, a dancer, an actor, a ballerina, an introvert, an extrovert, a bookworm, a singer, a tree hugger, a dreamer, a goofball, a bully, a spoilt brat, a goodie-two-shoes, a tattle-tale, a best friend, a bad friend, a mermaid, a gypsy, insecure, proud, bossy, I could go on!
But, throughout the Kymberly time-line, and though I still believe that I am still some of these things, there is one thing that has always been imprinted in my being… I was a spiritual seeker –
I questioned authorities, I questioned religion, I questioned human emotion, I questioned existence. The things I was being taught weren’t “true enough” because I didn’t know the true origins of the teachings. Who were the authors? Why should I trust them?
So, I went on my own path to seek what was true to me, regardless of all the things I was being taught and told. You know that feeling you get when someone tells you a story or theory that makes every atom in your energy field vibrate, like it’s recognizing or it’s reexperiencing that story/theory you just heard? That feeling. There is nothing more true than that feeling. The knowing = truth. That to me, is spirituality, and that to me has always been most important.

Now, we all have different truths; my truths may not be true to you, and your truths may not be true to me, but that’s just the beauty of life and diversity. And in this era, we must seek unity in the adversity 🙏🏼

I have taken different paths – many years in which I lived unaligned with my truth, and some years completely disconnected from my intuition. Living in alignment is an ongoing process and is never always easy, but I stand proud and grateful for all that I was and all that I am. The spiritual seeker within has brought me here, and I have never felt so connected and aligned ✨

Through this roller coaster of life, I thank this weird poem I found that brought me back to where it all began ♥️
.
Are you a spiritual seeker?
Are you living your truth?

Namasté

Trust

Last Thursday, I chose a card from my mentor’s super pretty oracle deck which read, ‘Trust your path.’

I used to constantly question my life path and my choices and found that trusting myself was one of the hardest things to do. I realized that feeling that way put me in a stagnant cycle where I was stayed stuck and obstructed any real growth in myself and in my life. I do still struggle with trusting some of the decisions I make, but I have stopped questioning my path.

Living everyday knowing that there’s so much to learn, remember, and share gives me a reason to live, have faith, and look ahead. Whatever path you are on, trust it. There is always gain where there is trust 🙏🏼

[Telling myself this while I do tarot readings haha… practice makes perfect 😆 trust trust trust!]

PS. I started practicing tarot about a year ago with Windy at The Gassho Center in Cebu. Fell in love with how they serve guidance to everyday issues, questions or thoughts and I continue to do self-readings and (rarely) read for others as I am still learning to TRUST myself 🙏🏼♥️ For those who are interested in learning, do some research and don’t be afraid! It’s fun and they can assist you in life!